I've talked before about my husband being a First Dad but I don't say much about his feelings and emotions because they are his to tell, not mine.
But thanks to Amanda over at Declassified Adoptee, my husband, for the first time, has put into his own words some of what it is like for him being a dad who lost his first born child to adoption.
So for your reading pleasure, I proudly present my husband and his own words . . .